WHY I CREATED THIS SPACE
For as long as I can remember, there was a feeling within me that there just had to be more. More to life. More to me. More than what I was experiencing.
I explored everything I could. Classes, workshops, certifications, coaches. I even became a coach myself. I learned, studied, and grew in so many ways.
And while each step offered something, nothing ever fully completed that deeper search.
There was still a sense that there was another place to be, something more to become, something I hadn’t quite reached.
Everything shifted one morning during a meditation. I began to see soft flashes of light that slowly came together into a beautiful, luminous angelic presence. She shared her name as Mariam, including the precise spelling.
At first, I connected with her through automatic writing, and then through speaking. As I later explored the way she guided me to spell her name, MARIAM, I came to understand its meaning as 'from the infinite sea of Source, the I AM presence speaks.'
In that moment, it became clear. This was not something outside of me. This was the Source within me, taking form in a way that I could recognize, communicate with, and understand. It was my highest expression, my own divine essence, meeting me in a way I could receive.
At the same time my own inner awakening was deepening, I began a training in equine-assisted learning. I had always felt a deep, natural draw to horses since childhood. Something about them called to me, and as I stepped into this work, I began to understand why.
They responded not to what I said or did, but to the coherence of my energy, my presence, and my internal state. As sovereign beings, they attune to harmony and congruence within the field. They move toward coherence because it feels safe to them, and when that is not present, they create space.
Connection was not something I could make happen. It became the natural outcome of alignment, of being fully present, integrated, and in harmony within myself. Through this, I began to see clearly where I was not in alignment and what was ready to come forward, transform, and integrate.
As that shifted within me, something deeper began to emerge. What was unfolding through my own spiritual awakening and what I was experiencing with the horses were not separate. They were happening simultaneously, converging into a single-felt experience.
And within that convergence, a realization came through: What I had been searching for had always been within me. The Source I was seeking was already here. A living intelligence ready to be aligned with, embodied, and lived. And as that was integrated, something new came into form.
Life started to reflect something entirely different. There was more synchronicity. More opportunities. A sense of flow. My family life became more connected, more present, more joyful.
Situations that once triggered frustration began to soften and dissolve. There was a growing sense of unity, lightness, harmony, and ease. As I began living from the presence that I AM, life began to reflect that consciousness back to me.
I created this space because I know what it feels like to search, to grow, to do all "the things," and still feel like something is just beyond reach. And I know what becomes possible when that search ends and you begin remembering and living from what is already within you.
One definition of a Nexus is "a space where inner awakening and remembrance converge to create something new." When we remember that we are the breath of Source Intelligence, expressed uniquely through the many forms of our being, it is not just a return to knowing, it is a lived experience of the unending love, light, truth, and expansion of who we truly are.
The Nexus is a living field where we come together to embody and live our highest divine expression. And when we do that together, something powerful happens. It amplifies within each of us. It strengthens. It stabilizes. It becomes easier to live.
And that amplification does not stop with us. It extends into our lives, into the field, and into the world. We begin to see reflected to us the beauty, abundance, freedom, unity, and possibility that we are living from.
Today, I share Soul Streaming with Mariam, soul-led guidance, energetic alignment experiences, and transformational work that supports others in raising their vibration, connecting with the Source they are, and living from their highest Divine expression.
My background includes coaching, spiritual and intuitive guidance, speaking, being an energy practitioner, and co-facilitating equine-assisted, trauma-informed workshops and retreats.
At the heart of it all, my work is devoted to supporting people to remember who they are and experience what becomes possible when that truth is fully embodied.
What you are seeking is not "somewhere else" and it’s is not "in a time to come." It is already within you. And when you begin to live from it, everything begins to change. I know this because I've experienced it within myself, and I've felt how everything begins to shift when you truly start living from it!
Jenna is a wife and mother of two girls and a maltipoo named Bentley. She is a soul streamer, a horse lover, an energy practitioner and coach, a public speaker, a lover of nature, and a dreamer of what is possible and ready to be realized in this lifetime!